So there I suddenly was again, onboard another Boeing craft jetting south through the massive Australian heartland.
It seemed just like yesterday that I was heading the opposite way -that 400 going ever faster with each kilometer it passed.
It seemed just like yesterday I landed at the airport in the night where my parents were waiting for me.
It seemed just like yesterday that I was suddenly home again, and where everything I could ever want or need was within arm's reach.
It seemed just like four months ago when I reached the flat and entered my room: a place filled with academic struggles and that very familiar feeling of frustration at everything I did.
It seemed just like four months ago when I finished unpacking to realise that beyond the double-digit circle of souls, there is no one, and nothing else for you here.
Engineering Mechanics II though, is unlike anything else I've gone through before. I am truly frightened to bits at incurring another term here that cannot be afforded.
I wonder why such dickheads are lecturing 3300. I wonderwish if there is even the slimmest chance of me passing. I wonder wish if anyone has tried murder doing something.
I wonder at times, why a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to do so much good to me, my career, and my life, has turned into a hellish nightmare that I cannot bear to live with.
It seemed just like yesterday that I was heading the opposite way -that 400 going ever faster with each kilometer it passed.
It seemed just like yesterday I landed at the airport in the night where my parents were waiting for me.
It seemed just like yesterday that I was suddenly home again, and where everything I could ever want or need was within arm's reach.
It seemed just like four months ago when I reached the flat and entered my room: a place filled with academic struggles and that very familiar feeling of frustration at everything I did.
It seemed just like four months ago when I finished unpacking to realise that beyond the double-digit circle of souls, there is no one, and nothing else for you here.
Engineering Mechanics II though, is unlike anything else I've gone through before. I am truly frightened to bits at incurring another term here that cannot be afforded.
I wonder why such dickheads are lecturing 3300. I wonder
I wonder at times, why a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to do so much good to me, my career, and my life, has turned into a hellish nightmare that I cannot bear to live with.
1 comment:
Look on the bright side.
You've been blessed in many ways other haven't.
I bet there's loads out there who are thinking to themselves that they'd rather take the chance and probably fail, then to never have had the opportunity, of a lifetime.
Take care!
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